The Swimmer

My body and mind are numbed by this cold,
cold of the ocean,
as i swam alone in the seas of my own tears,
thoughts of reaching something are only far from real,
i am tired, i am weary, when will i kiss the shore,
or are there no land when i reach at the very end,
as birds amused themselves watching me from the skies,
i can only drown,

i just can't,

just can't,

can't

swim anymore.


by Reynold Ahviet 2010

2010.....good start

oh man, it has been like what? one year or any pile of months that you wanna dipped in...that i have not been writing. ladies and gentlemen, it's a great pleasure to say i am truly sorry.

i've been distracted by quite a lot of things since back then. i got 2 good new to share :

1. i got engaged
2. i got myself a Fender Jazzmaster

those are the two things,

i met this girl by the name of Edalyana back in 2001, oh man old skool. got to know each other well, a bit this and that, buy her flowers, go to movies and what not...until i realised it has been quite a period of time that we should make up our heads that we should take it to the next level. bla bla bla...then 28 Dec 2009 we got engaged :) if she's reading this..i love you.

here are the two of them together :

ain't it a bomb :)

as for me, i've been listening and studying jazz almost all the time..not quite sure if i really picking it up. dang..jumping into the how water and try to perfect my touch.

In the studio...

hey folks..long time no see, i've been lazy lah to type words.so i just put few pics..our band Love/Comes are currently in the process of recording our new song, enjoy the pics..

hopefully we'll release it by next month thru our myspace page, link : www.myspace.com/lovecomesband

the gang!

about being a kid in the 90's ...

i still remember in 1995, wearing tight jeans, small band tee and wasting time at Kuching Plaza for hours. formed a band with schoolmates, and too shy to talk to the girls.it seems that the only satisfaction that i most probably can get was - music -..NOT SPORTS! due to my skinny/fragile physique back then, and got rejected to be in the football team, rugby team, basketball too..

WTF!!!!

but that doesn't mean things will be that bad.luckily and thankfully that triggered me to ROCK N ROLL, eventually i loathe sports, and Never LOOked Back since..F^%&^% them jocks!

Much COOLER that way :)

Dua lagi budak pompuan comel hilang..

Hahahahahaaaaa!!! something to smile, a friend e-mail me!

dua budak perempuan comel hilang dan dikhuatiri diculik, bantuan anda semua dari segi maklumat amatlah dihargai, hubungi balai polis terdekat :)

Mr Jeremy Enigk..a great and humble singer

One of my favourite singer..Mr Jeremy Enigk, used to be in the influential 90's band Sunny Band Real Estate, one of the ultimate alter-rock/emo of the decade..quit that band when he became born-again Christian..he's doin solo and here's one of my favorite song-Guitar and Video Games..actually it's NOT really about guitar and video games..

How is it you feel?
I remember you at the top of my room
All these things we wondered how to hide
See how it works when
All the day long in a bottle of mud
All these fears we wondered how to hide with our love

How is it you feel when you run?
Ships wont come in in a bottle of mud
All this time looking for love and
You want to find peace
But you find me

Mondrary fields where we run
See how it works with a bottle of rum
All this time hiding from death
And we want to be strong
But we find the true story
A tale
Writing itself as we sail
A story
A tale
Writing itself as we wail

Never again my dear
Should we come dancing here
Well play guitar and video games

What if we refuse to follow the rules of fashion?
Tell me something youd tell a fool
Ways to refuse to follow the rules of fashion

How is it you feel then?
Remember you in the top of my room
All these things remade me and caused
To be something grand

Next Friday..

another after, another after, another after

first through the skin, second the flesh, then bones, then flesh again finally skin on other end..

could have avoid it easily, by denying, but did not,

it shall be done,

then it's done..

you & i,

saved.